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design | host i smiled into the webcam for him. he must have liked what he saw, because he kept typing instead of running away. i'm so tired. i slept for eight or so hours, and i'm still exhausted. right this second i could fall asleep. i had the day off from work today so i volunteered at the library with mother dearest... i must say i was very mature. my only job technically is to help the little kids sign up for the reading program or hand them their little prizes, but i've been doing actual library stuff lately because Nan and my mom were really busy. i helped this little girl on the computer and i put books away and stamped cards and i helped this lady fill out a birth certificate for whatever reason she needed one, and i must have looked like a genius because i went strait to google and she was amazed. google = instant satisfaction. so yeah. it's exactly one week until the curiosa festival. i'm trying to get my mom psyched up. but if my dad's home, then he's going to take me. mom says he's never been to a concert before? MADNESS. i lost my concert virginity before my dad. he's going to have fun. i can tell already. i always have fun with my dad. maybe i can take the metro to warped tour. maybe. but i don't think i should get my hopes up. i got a really sweet email from someone on hot or not today... it made my day. i never know how to take compliments. this guy's 20... and he knows i'm a minor. but it is nice to have someone tell you sweet things... even if deep down you don't believe him. maybe i could believe it. he sounded pretty believable. i'm trying to watch a music video for 'end of the world' but it's not loading right. my head hurts. maybe i should take a nap. i'll be kicking myself for this later. naps never do me any good. i finished my history homework. i deserve a nap. |