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design | host people in hell want ice water, now don't they? so yesterday in psychology we took this hostility test. i answered my questions and scored myself how mrs. craig said. She said that a 0 to a 38 was normal. i scored a 53. man, am i hostile. i don't know if i expected that or not. but the general scores in our class were very high. does this say anything to anyone? aaaanyone? like i've been saying for a while, i'm getting back into the html groove. i can do this and other stuff too. we learned how to make lists of things. but i don't want to do that right now. eehhhh. i'm so tired. i have freaking seminary tomorrow bright and early... then algebra, anatomy and apush in rapid succession. that history class makes me want to gnaw my fingers off. i have no idea what i'm supposed to be reading and whatever i'm supposed to be reading is entirely too much and i lost whatever graphic organizer i need. it might be worth the hassle of effing up my whole schedule to drop the class. whenever i think about it i just... get stressed and nervous and want to duck under something and die. he asks all of these questions and i feel like an idiot. Joe Fisher is doing way better than me. that's only happened in PE before. i feel stupid. GAH i feel stupid in that class. i'm not used to history being hard. yeah i'm a big baby. i want so badly to play in a band where everyone shows up to practice and i don't date any of the members and they don't take me seriously as a guitarist after we date. i will do lead/rhythm guitar... casey says she'll do bass... i have 2 "drummers" but neither has a drum set. an extra guitarist to help me would be a luxury item. egads i want to play in a band. we could rock people's socks right off i just know it. i just want to curl up into a ball and make all of the bad things go away... all of the boys and the algebra tests and the graphic organizers and the broken windows and the snapped e strings and the spoiled milk and every single freaking popup add. i want someone to make the bad things go away or just make them not so bad. but... uhm... well, people in hell want ice water, now don't they? |