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today is a perfect day to wake up at one PM... after going to bed at 1 AM. i had no idea i could sleep twelve hours. i guess no one ever gave me a chance. today is also a perfect day to watch garden state, then retreat to my room to bawl my eyes out. happy endings always bring me to tears. i'm not a very good babysitter in this aspect. i scare children when i cry about snow white. today is a perfect day to hate my hair and play super mario brothers three. today is a perfect day to make myself a mix cd, turn out all of the lights and brace myself for the worst. i've decided that i don't really care who knows or cares what i'm feeling or thinking. these pathetic online journals are rubbing salt in a wound i probably inflicted on myself. i don't want you to make it better. don't even try. i'll just depress you into the ground. i either need to kill myself or get laid. maybe both. but not in that order. |