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2005-07-20 - 6:30 p.m.
| You Are an Emo Rocker! |
 Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
and i'm surprised? no. i want to start a band. i love the feel of a guitar in my hand and despite my unsurity that my lyrics are any good, i've been told no one understands what i'm saying when i sing anyway. but i'd want a drummer. and a lead guitarist to add flavor to my simple, three chord cut and paste projects. and perhaps. if one can be found, a more competant bassist. sure, there's the whole 'angus and malcolm young' and 'gerard and mikey way' thing from playing in a band with my sister... but if i could find someone more skilled and less bitchy... well, my sister could be part of my life in other ways. plus i'm just sick of solitary home practices. i'm always more than happy to compare music to sex. and do you know what it's called when you do something by yourself that is traditionally done with more than one person? when it's lost it's fun, you're fucking lonely.
on a less pathetic note work hasn't been hell which is starting to scare me. i've become ms. domino's zombie. i'm very quiet and just do what i'm told as fast as i can and the managers just go on and on to everyone about how i'm "experienced." i am experienced in that i have done it before. i could spaz out at any second like i used to in quantico. but we'll wait for that to happen. for now i am "mysterious 'experienced' chick from virginia who barely talks" ... yeah. i'll top YOUR pizza.
i'm going to wander off and think some thoughts. you guys keep doing... whatever it is you do.
fuck i need some caffeine.